When The River Was Deep...

It has been a minute. I needed as much for a lot of reasons. The Good, The Bad and The Ugly all rolled into one until Good prevailed. As I sit here typing with tears in my eyes and a knot in my throat.

"Like a warrior that fights

And wins the battle
I know the taste of victory
Though I went through some nights
Consumed by the shadows

And was crippled emotionally
Somehow I made it through the heartace
I escaped
I found my way out of the darkness, kept my faith
Kept my faith

And the river was deep I didn't falter
When the mountain was high
I still believed
When the valley was low
It didn't stop me
I knew you were waiting

Knew you were waiting for me
With and endless desire
I kept on searching
Sure in time our eyes would meet
And like the bridge is on fire

The hurt is over
One touch and you set me free
I don't regret a single moment

Looking back...when I think of all those disappointments, I just laugh.

I just laugh!!!"

-Aretha Franklin and George Michael "i knew you were waiting for me"

Jason is taking his meds by mouth.

The G tube will be out soon.

Jason wants to come home.

Aretha Franklin and George Michael sang a song that sums up every emotion right now:

"I knew you were waiting for me..."

I trusted God when my son was unrecognizable. I refused to "trust what I see" and I trusted in God.

I trusted what I believed. I believe in HIM.

When the valley was low. He didn't falter. Neither did I.

When the mountain was high, I still believed.

I always knew in my heart of hearts. My son, the boy I raised, the boy who just text me if I could bring him some milk- "was waiting for me..."