Ever Wonder

I don't like to think too much about the future. You would think I would, but I don't. That analyst in me doesn't like to think what happens if his levels creep up past the 4 rounds of chemo that seems to be standard. At some point this disease must enter remission of some sort because no one can be doused with chemo forever...

I don't want to think about how many more times this will be put in his arm.

I just want to hope and pray and believe. Because thinking hurts too much.