You Are Capable Of More Than You Know

I hate the word Journey. I don't know why. I think the reason why is because it is used too callously now a days. Everything everyone goes through now is a journey.

I went on a journey to get Chinese food. 

I was on a journey for a work project.

The word sounds like a joke to me. Nothing about this life right now is remotely funny. Then again, with my sick sense of humor every now and then it is.

Jason recited his address yesterday. He remembered a photo from his high school senior trip.

These are things months ago when he lay lifeless on a ventilator I never thought i would live to see or hear again. He is not 100% yet but he is now closer to that number than he ever was enduring this illness. The chemo therapy is shutting his immune system down and with the flu prevalent I am once again stingily saying no to visits. Just for a while. He is already asking for people by name and texting some of you. Bare with him as he communicates. He gets very excited when you write him back and I think the excitement scatters his thoughts so his comments then become illegible. With FaceTime and snapchat as he gets better I will let him communicate with you guys until you can physically see him.

Know that I only keep people away because i am trying to protect Jason. I know how much you all love and miss him and I am committed to doing anything I can to get you guys in contact. 

He is resting now, comfortably in his room in rehab. He could use some recent photos of you guys, and some new music recommendations, recommendations for games or apps he might like and more cards wishing him to get well as I have already read him the ones he has.

As always your continued prayers for recovery are paramount.

Thank you for all the well wishing and all you have done so far.