The Delusions have overshadowed progress. No matter how many coffees I make or cinnamon buns I give out to the staff at Rehab it could not stop the inevitable. The current specialist won't pursue more treatment. It makes me wish I could administer it myself. We were sent to ER for a better treatment plan and he will be admitted. Lumbar puncture was done, bloods have been taken and we are getting more aggressive treatment. This is a good thing right? Tell me it is. Tell me everything I do is guided by the Almighty and it was pre-destined to be. That is what I have to believe. My amazing job I am going to lose over this. My younger kids barely know me anymore. I am running up more debt Than I know how to handle. But I have to hold on to the fact that in the end all my loses will be for the one gain of getting the Jason I had before Oct 18, 2015 back. It has to. Please tell me it will be?
Wednesday, March 23, 2016
No Words
The Delusions have overshadowed progress. No matter how many coffees I make or cinnamon buns I give out to the staff at Rehab it could not stop the inevitable. The current specialist won't pursue more treatment. It makes me wish I could administer it myself. We were sent to ER for a better treatment plan and he will be admitted. Lumbar puncture was done, bloods have been taken and we are getting more aggressive treatment. This is a good thing right? Tell me it is. Tell me everything I do is guided by the Almighty and it was pre-destined to be. That is what I have to believe. My amazing job I am going to lose over this. My younger kids barely know me anymore. I am running up more debt Than I know how to handle. But I have to hold on to the fact that in the end all my loses will be for the one gain of getting the Jason I had before Oct 18, 2015 back. It has to. Please tell me it will be?
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