My emotions are raw. Sometimes my tone isn't what I mean it to be - but at this point I am feeling emotionally bi-polar. I could tell you all the things that have gone wrong - and no matter how hard I try not too many are going right. It's a huge cesspool of obscurity that I wade thru everyday with people pretending to be lifeguards who just keep screaming for me to keep swimming.
I am trying.
You and Jason are in my thoughts everyday. Carmelo, Sam, and Tristan too, but mostly you and Jason. Because you're there every minute seeing this. Seeing him. I can't imagine what you're going through but you're on my mind all the time. And I just want you to know that. xoxo
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