I Could Feel It Coming In The Air Tonight

I felt it. I prayed and the calm wouldn't come. I felt it when I dropped off the kids. I felt it on the way here in traffic. The "something is wrong" that I try to tamp down because it comes up every day. Usually I am right and I am the one to intercept it. It's hard to explain.

I got here to hear them announcing for nurses to come to his room to assist over the PA. I was headed there when The fellow intercepted me in the hallway, "he bit thru his tube, we have to re-intubate him."

Right now I want to die.